The last time I posted a journal was in July. That was several months ago. Any way, I have been extremely busy with school. I have a lot of homework every day, and a test every week. There is no such thing as rest where I go. I plan on transferring to a different high school. I had a meeting set up with my guidance counselor today, and I pretty much went around the entire building looking for her. Thankfully, we were able to talk in the hallway during lunch. She told me that my applications had not arrived yet, and she asked me what I felt like I was missing out on. She already thought of two: Science Olympiad and the Intel STS, which I have been dreaming of since forever. I'm thinking about becoming a research scientist when I am older, and I'm hoping to base my study on AIDS/HIV. I have a lot of work to do this year, much thanks to my mother who forced me to go to that school. It's like I had the chance to start working on my dream, and she took it away. I might now even qualify anymore, and I'm really hoping to transfer in the middle of the year. Stubborn as she is, she won't let me. I'm not even sure if my zoned school will accept me anymore, due to the fact that people have been putting down fake addresses. They are currently dealing with overcrowding. My mother's friend's husband supposedly works at a research facility, but I highly doubt that they will let me study there. I also might need to work at a science museum for extra practice. Ugh. Another thing is Model UN. My friend's mom works for the UN. She's lived in Gambia, Tanzania, England, and America. She's also been all over Europe, to South Africa, etc. I've always wanted to join a team, but that has been taken away as well. Honestly, everything that I wanted to do in school isn't offered at mine. Debate Team, Science Olympiad, Intel STS, school paper, Model UN, Anime Club, and Habitat for Humanity. I live with a witch with a 'b' instead of a 'w'. A lot of bad things have been happening since I started school. My grades went down, I have limited my cussing, I have become disorganized, and I now say, "like" a lot. Obviously, I am in hell. In fact, today I got a 0 because of classwork that I didn't know was supposed to be done. The teacher admitted that it was only briefly mentioned, but still. I think the whole thing is stupid, not accepting late work. Sure you won't have to work as hard, but at least just take points off. The only teacher I like is my Math teacher, though she does tend to give homework every day. My French teacher is pretty cool too, it's just that the class gets kind of boring when you know everything already. My English teacher hates me. I know that she does. She's insane. I don't like her either. She's not very good at teaching. Our class is behind. Everyone else is already reading, "To Kill a Mockingibird", which I read last year. The teachers at my school don't really teach. I was assured that I would love it there. Guess what? I don't. SOME of the people are nice. The rest are either bitchy or obnoxious. Every chapter of my religion book involves sex. Lovely. I should have applied to 's school. I thought the whole thing was dirty. All I needed was some Purell, and some Kleenex. Their anime club might go to Comic-Con in SD, and they have a school trip to Prague, London, Paris, and Vienna. Where might I go? Omaha, if I'm lucky. My computer class also sucks. I recently fell in love with "Kare First Love" and "Peach Girl". My dog also peed on my backpack today, and my 'a' key isn't working that well. I hate my life. At least I have . <3 Ooh, and my friend is turning sixteen soon!!! Wish her a happy birthday!!